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Test​/​Retest

by The Knockdown

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[Instrumental]
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I found a brand new place to hide A didactic song in mind That will give us meaning to our lives Or least pretend when sung in time I don’t want to be the one who’s waiting I don’t want to be the one who’s left behind I don’t need a song of sadness I need a reason to survive I will be coming home again All the moments of our lives have forged into a single hand tick The once and future kings returned to claim the throne from what’s been wasted I will be coming home again
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We'll take it back, all they stole All the life inside your soul We were made to work for a common lord And feudalized for a useless war but no No I won’t be denied Of my basic human rights We will overcome And sing the songs our father’s sung but no We’re still waiting I will not be scared Or under prepared We’re not number ones We’re their bastard sons Now we turn to our gods Armani suits of a grand façade They play the parts they said they would We play the parts they said we should but no No I won’t be denied Of my basic human rights We will overcome And sing the songs our father’s sung but no We’re still waiting See the streets glow With passion And I’m not alone Hear the band play We’re coming We’re coming home Take it back, all that they stole All the life inside your soul We were made to work for a common lord And feudalized for a useless war but no We’re still waiting
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I am skin and bones, hair and thread until my sunset comes In which I return to the earth in hope that I’ll go back to where I belong I want to see the pieces of the world that I’ve been promised for so long They’re so inviting A picture of a place I’ve never been Courageous stories that could fit Into the place that is where I belong From Aracebo Puerto Rico To Rochester New York to ex’s Loans and growing old or gaining my own self control Has brought me full circle with what I know to be the final truth My father, mother, friends All wait for something else to finally begin But the days only bring us more war in refrain We’re patient And still nothing comes but sadness Disappointment like love that was sand in my hands, falling out It starts to form the shore that harbors hate It’s so dependent On judgment of one’s life so far It carries on to form the perfect weight For our descendents No evil to rise up against Just the burden breaking our chance But there’s a world Far out past the breaker Where the skyline meets up with the sea All the moments of your life fall into one thought At this moment you are finally free You can see hope go on for miles Past forever, past everything we know It starts with a single first step Are you ready? Ready to begin? Breakout! Get up and get out and get the fuck out of town Get up and get out and make a life for yourself
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This is my heart, this is my flesh Not for sale to an empire growing Hungry for a vessel to continue the killing And everything that’s beautiful will be buried by its sound The sound of falling down And never getting back up again We shrink our hearts in anger to add more kindling to the human fire We burned the beds while sleep stood still inside genocide trails For years to come our flesh will make their currency till face is saved Our lives and fates are not commodities to be put at stake I hear the sound of the breaking out Of souls of the recent departed Our war is faith, faith based we will find a better way To peace, so pure it will stop the burning of the world Am I strong enough to follow action? And claim that faith has made me active When my father came to the United States, he sold his body just the same And how could he fight when that’s four years down the drain? Jesus, will you help find what appears to be a lack of faith If I do believe, would you even come back to this place? With no one as my witness, put nails through my arms and I will not ask for forgiveness
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My throat is broke from cold of early morning snow Slip slide from tire tread on empty frozen roads And it always feels the same I'm ready for a break Here I am Where does the world begin? In the womb or six feet in? Or does the world exist when your labor helps to make the market grow My legs become the roots And soil fills my shoes Arms outstretched to cut in two But I will stand my ground to say Here I am We shake with the earth and soot And the skin of the soul still faded I want to wash it out And wear it as the crown of the kingdom I’ve been to hell and back again As strength was forged by heat and brick So I can face the world outside Because I am still alive Here I am and here I’ll stay So take us to market when When submit to the asking bid Starving till we’re paper thin And delivered to employers across the earth We do this because we have no choice But I say we have a voice And we can sing with faith and poise We can sing with everything we have
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I will follow Down the path that I've swallowed Till it brings me home I can't keep up With the speed of culture I come from But we can refuse The profiteering of our youth I need a getaway A getaway from The speed of values that seem to counteract the morals I was taught Days turn into years by night and I feel left behind like a lover without a heart I can’t complain Or pray for rain When everyone else feels the same Feed to mass produced Then to consume And then to procreate But when does the space between the words Fit in to make room for happiness? Art or love or faith are the hands that pray In the redemptive holiness We failed to make communication With these devices held in our hands But across the East Ave lights I sat with you and watched the sky The whole world was listening We must slow down The world moves by so fast I have no time to react
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I don't know anymore If the boy I was still wants to be the man that I'm supposed to be So I'll stop the car Catch an hour's sleep Dream of love inside the driver's seat I have 10 hours more Before a hotel bed Guides me back to where I know That I will be waiting outside of the gates of Hell With no promise of our redemption What I can promise I’ll fight back what brought us here The demons of our distanced love Across the state or further west Our past is falling out between our hands On my knees and begging for forgiveness Please just listen because I’m laying my heart out for all to see I want to be with you (And I will be waiting and I will be waiting here) From feet to chest to bone But I want to do it right (And I will be waiting and I will be waiting here) Like I should have all those years ago I’ve seen the beauty of this love It comes from our dark times I made myself a mission I’m starting over Running through the tall grass Across the bay onto the isthmus Was the point at which I knew I wanted every piece of you The sleeping towns we drove around Will never hear our song again But it plays for every memory Of a perfect goodnight kiss I will find you someday
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There were some rules I made Before my 18th Birthday The first rule is when I fall in love, it will be forever The second rule I made is that I’d marry the right girl The third that I made is that I’d die a rich man The fourth and final rule I made Is that I’d stop being afraid to live There I was on my graduation day With speeches being made like empty torn-out shells Everyone in the stadium was relieved to know they didn’t have to deliver Those speeches to an apathic and careless crowd They tried to put this in me but that’s not me and it never was I will carry this inside me I don’t want to breakdown
10.
I will be coming home again Get up and get out and make a life for yourself

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released August 8, 2008

Kiss Of Death Records

Recorded by Sam Polizzi at Red Booth Studios in Holley, NY. Mixed by Sam Polizzi at GFI Studios in Rochester, NY. Mastered by David St. Onge at The Digital Barn in Ransomville, NY. Art by Jon Loudon.

On this recording, The Knockdown is Jason Mosher, Victor Alvarez, Eric Bedell, Mike Natoli and Kyle Sisson.

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